xxxXX SHAPED LIKE A GUN XXXXXxxXXXx

"THEY SPOKE TO ME! I HEARD THEM!"

and yet not a word was said

VIOLENT EP (2010)
limited to 50 handwritten, numbered copies

1. the rapist II (3:14)		mp3 lyrics
2. bad baby (3:01)		mp3 lyrics
3. backwards & forewords (3:05)		mp3 lyrics
4. every ocean, everything (1:51)		mp3 lyrics

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BEGINS EP (2009)
limited to 100 handwritten, numbered copies

1. save our souls (5:07)		mp3 lyrics
2. daughters (3:22)		mp3 lyrics
3. animal (3:45)		mp3 lyrics
4. body, like a grenade (3:52)		mp3 lyrics

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1990 SEATTLE
(includes works in progress)

(untitled) rehearsal (june 7, 2009)		mp3

save our souls rehearsal (may 24, 2009)		mp3

two parts rehearsal (may 16, 2009)		mp3

animal rehearsal (may 7, 2009)		mp3

dirty dogs rehearsal (march 26, 2009)		mp3

two parts rehearsal (march 20, 2009)		mp3

save our souls rehearsal (march 2, 2009)		mp3

smashing pumpkins rehearsal (march 8, 2009)		mp3

animal live @ the airliner (april 19, 2008)		mp3

the rapist live rehearsal (january 10, 2008)		mp3

televangelist live rehearsal (september 1, 2007)		mp3

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BLACK EP (2008)
(never pressed)

1. lush (3:53)		mp3 lyrics
2. the rapist (4:23)		mp3 lyrics
3. endless loop (4:59)		mp3 lyrics
4. guns, germs, & steel* (4:05) *live @ angel's roadhouse (october 26, 2007)		mp3 lyrics

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and if you join our mailing list, maybe we'll give you an alternate recorded version of guns, germs, & steel.

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SABOR Y CULTURA
(coffeeshop series)

march 18, 2009	1. time & happiness 2. let's waltz 3. doomsday 4. save our souls	mp3
march 11, 2009	1. home 2. let's waltz 3. sweet tooth 4. save our souls 5. (untitled)	mp3
march 4, 2009	1. oxygen trees 2. (untitled) 3. save our souls 4. (untitled) 5. time & happiness	mp3
february 25, 2009	1. time & happiness 2. lets waltz 3. suffocation 4. home 5. (untitled) 6. the song your money couldn't buy	mp3
february 18, 2009	1. morphine 2. home 3. (untitled) 4. save our souls 5. suffocation	mp3
february 11, 2009	1. suffocation 2. (untitled) 3. sweet tooth 4. let's waltz 5. euthanasia 6. oxygen trees	mp3
february 4, 2009	1. genghis khan 2. morphine 3. home 4. day that i blew away 5. (untitled)	mp3
january 28, 2009	1. (untitled) 2. suffocation 3. let's waltz 4. time & happiness 5. home 6. the song your money couldn't buy	mp3

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SOUNDS OF THE DEPARTED. FOLLOW ME DOWN BELOW.
(you will never hear any of this again)

no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no!

4-SONG DEMO⁷⁹
(while bandwidth lasts)

1. celebrity (4:51)		mp3 lyrics
2. euthanasia (2:55)		mp3 lyrics
3. genghis khan (4:53)		mp3 lyrics
4. paper weights (5:42)		mp3 lyrics

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HOME RECORDINGS
(the quiet stuff)

[+] "Friends" [-]
[-] "Become Blue" [+]

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LIVE RECORDINGS
(conversations in response to false criticism)

XXxxFULL B~~ANDXxxxx~~x

November 14, 2005
-rehearsal-
"Let's Waltz"
*rough version

August 11, 2005
-rehearsal-
"Guns, Germs, & Steel"

July 13, 2005
-rehearsal-
"The Song Your Money Couldn't Buy"

March 25, 2005
-private event-
"Celebrity"

March 11, 2005
-Casey's Bar & Grill-
"Paper Weights"
"Euthanasia"

XXX minimalist XXX ^S10

January 19, 2005
-The Derby-
"Suffocation"

December 4, 2004
-Zen Sushi-
"Let's Waltz"^{77, 78}

December 1, 2004
-The Derby-
"Paper Weights"

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REHEARSAL OUTTAKES
(when it happened and only as it happened)

let's waltz (a capella)		[11_2005]
narcissist		[11_2005]
songwriting 103: guns, germs, & steel		[11_2005]
dog aspirin		[10_2005]
songwriting 102: disco song		[09_2005]
muppet jam		[06_2005]
sorry, inside joke		[06_2005]
songwriting 101: genghis khan		[06_2005]
kestrin singing in far eastern tongues		[05_2005]
loss of vocal chords		[04_2005]

^S10 We can only assume this to be "SIDE 2," although this side of the tape has worn considerably, and appears to have been stricken out several times with a sharp instrument. Likeliest scenario is purposed destruction as a "DO NOT LISTEN" warning, although you would think that more complete annihilation would not altogether be too difficult or out of the question. Regardless, all elements have been posted here.
⁷⁶ Not found anywhere in the manuscript.
⁷⁷ Only live performance of the song to date.
⁷⁸ Working title.
⁷⁹ Label was peeled off in transfer⁸⁰
⁸¹ Tape only appears to have one side. How is this possible???
⁸² Probably supposed to be "Index" but was originally written as you see it.

⁸⁰ RIGHT. as in "failed attempt to steal" -editor

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SHAPEDXxXLIKE AxGUNxxx
MUSIxxxX~~XXC~~~~xX/XIDEO~~XX

NEWS.....................1
MUSIC/VIDEO..............5
SHOWS....................7
JOURNALS.................8
PICTURES................11
INTRODUCTION............13
STORE...................17
CONTACT.................22
MYSPACE..................A
TWITTER..................B
YOUTUBE..................C

&then&then&then

"DIRTY DOGS"
rehearsal (april 8, 2009)

"SAVE OUR SOULS"
rehearsal (april 4, 2009)

"DIRTY DOGS"
rehearsal (april 2, 2009)

"DOOMSDAY"
by brian newberry

"SON OF BLUE"
shaped like a gun vs elliott smith

"GENGHIS KHAN"
by kestrin pantera

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Glossary⁸²

suffocation		I, IX-XXVI
heartattacks		XXVI-LXI, LXXIV, LXXIX
all the leaves		VII, XIV, Appendix 8
guns, germs, & steel		2nd edition only
friends		- - - - - - - -
time & happiness		XII, XV-XVII
8½		XIII
worn china dolls		II-XXIV
celebrity		prologue
genghis khan		II, VII, XX, XXIV, XXVI
paper weights		[ ]
like a gun		epilogue
sweet tooth		III, IX, LI
euthanasia		XXXVI-XXXIX <> guitar tab
let's waltz		I, X, XIII
money can't buy		see inside jacket
become blue		VII, XIII-XVIII, XXII, M
we're all the same		XXX-XX-X

~~if you don't ask for explanations we won't ask for forgiveness.~~ ~~donXXxatex~~ lost thXxxXXghts hereXxX