endless loop

i'm old but i won't ever know
i blot my eyes out
sore bones that i will only lose
i've counted all i've let go

i've worn black eyes for blackened teeth
i cut my face now
forced smiles through false security
i'm all but all i won't know

COLD BOTTLE
HOLD ME CLOSE
COLD BOTTLE
COLD WINDOW

COLD BOTTLE
HOLD ME CLOSE

COLD WINDOW

you won't ever
i won't lie
i won't ever
i want to lie

COLD WINDOW

COLD BOTTLE
HOLD ME CLOSE


- signs of aging and mutilation
  august 1, 1880.